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(Inhuman Dreams)
01:39
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2. |
Mornings at the Moon
05:57
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Dear Diary
I woke up today with the loneliest feeling I've ever known.
There are no doors, there are no windows
There is nothing that can made me harm
I want to write until I bleed, but my crayons can't hold
Write another curse, another search for meaning
Butō orgy, club boys
My debut film
Where are you?
I think I live what I deserve
I don't know another reality existing beyond my hands that flows into the sea of love
Nobody will want to love me
Nobody will ever love me
At least this love is the only thing I know
But where is it?
The poor guy couldn't even find me
Because there are no doors or windows
In my home
Pyromaniac, it seems that you aren't afraid to burn the mountain just to show that you are right
But put down your weapons, listen to the muffled cry of the machine that will pollute your dreams
There is a place, far from here
Where my transistor does not sigh
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3. |
Britney Spears
05:06
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Britney, Britney
Don't tell me I'm wrong
This lipstick is fantastic on my sad face
I'm delirious
But these thoughts are better than the shit I think I am
Yes Yes
I think all the time that I'm rubbish
Nothing less than a star of hate
Burning everyone around me
So don't let your guard down
Don't point at my parents
It's all my fucking fault, Britney
I know, I know
Who do you think I am
To let this opportunity slip away?
I never get what I dream of
And I've never wanted a rifle for my birthday.
Slow slow
They seem like the thoughts of the world
That lead into the gutter of the next street
Suddenly the green lights are my signal
my sign
It seems that finally
Finally
my sign
Is there
Abrasive death machine
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4. |
El Claro
06:30
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I want to meet you
Far
Of all distortion
I'm not well
I learned to chew my own heart
And then apologize for my nature
I want to see you grow enough
To say you love what you've become
There is no pride
There is no self-esteem to allow it
I don't want to get used to it
Because you say I'm not used to it
I don't want to lull you to sleep with our own misery
I want to believe in the future at all costs
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5. |
Solmoon Rites
05:13
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behind the sun
We are complete
Ashes of the stars
Poured out on the loneliness of thieves
Your dance is charming
But will it be enough for me to forgive you?
Eraserhead, you're embarrassed
I think I'll have to make you see reason
Within your thorns lies everything I hate
Wearing your stupid innocence between your skin
You are not sacred, stop making my heart bleed
You're not the one, stop singing and dancing
You are nothing among the rubble of my memories
The stars decorated your place condemned to shame
But we will drag you
And that's the last you'll know
Oh, our heart is born a second time
Just to remind us through its heartbeat that it is possible to light your own fire
Pick your own star, your own escape from the world
A sharp will will cut off your head
And no one will want to get stained with your tar
A ruthless will will take away your dreams
It won't be me by then, we will be
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6. |
My Dear, Virginia Woolf
04:32
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I feel next to the river
It's not my fault I have this kind of soul
All this useless connection of feelings that I swallowed in my father's eyes
Come back breaking my walls of earth
Where is the homeland for women like us?
I ask Virginia
She just looks at me in silence.
There is no such country, my dear love
You are a desert land full of the most precious flowers
Let yourself be rocked in the warm arms of our eternal night
I crawl looking for dandelions in your garden
It's not your fault you have to put up with me
It's not our fault a life like this
So short and painful
I hate myself and I love you with all my heart
It will never dawn inside my nightmares
I have a soul and it pours through my cracks
Blooming until it touches the ceiling of your room
Our roots become one
rough and deep
I can cry for you until I die
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7. |
Morpho Pt. I
05:36
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I don't want to be part of the human race
I don't want to be tangible
I don't want to face sadness
I don't want to forget the joy
I don't want to be alive
I don't want to be dead
I want to heal
I think I could
If only my life was different
I want to grow
I think it would grow
Only to fall back into the clutches of puberty
I don't want to be a misfit
I don't want to lie in your eyes
There is no good
There is no evil
There is only my heart
There are so many bad things related to feeling
But I assure you that you are not included in them
Oh my love
It rains so hard
That my soul is overflowing among the drops
My voice will soon be drowned out among the tree branches
I am one of the people who waits for that choir of angels
But I know it will never go down
I will never have what I want
Just what I need
The universe hates me as much as I do
But he can love me and welcome me among his stars when he dies
I can only offer myself a seat deep in the things I would forget
I know there is a life out there
I know, I know
I know you love me with all your heart
I know, I know
But I don't feel loved
I don't even deserve to be remembered so that you hate me
I'm just hugging
My stupid and blind beliefs
Because time took care of showing me that I will go with them
I will wither under the same blue sky
I will be reborn as a butterfly that will devour its own dreams
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8. |
(Womb)
00:48
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9. |
Chesterfield
05:32
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Cry in the shower
It feels like being at the bottom of space
There is nothing more with me
And these stars of thoughts
I want to fade away
Waking up in your living room like any other day
Smoking horrible cigarettes and watching dumb movies
For the rest of my life
Wake me up if at some point everything changes
And your caresses and your kisses paint my neck
hit me if you want
bite me if you want
Spank me until my arms and legs are raw
You would never hurt me
Trust me, you would never hurt me
I can never win so break my lips
I commit my will to whatever it takes, nothing will ever get better
Nothing can replace the taste of violence
I'm high and I'm not going to go down
You taste like blood and honey
I'm covered in shit and tears
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10. |
Unlovable Teenager
04:58
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I want to die in the fire with you
But you said you didn't want to die yet
So I keep writing songs
Waiting for the sky to turn blue soon
Life must flow inside me
A spark calls me inside the mountain
And I want to follow your song
While you compose a sweet melody
Let me go out of my way for the only thing that still makes sense.
art itself
Keeps in its bowels everything I need to believe in
Believe with me, baby
my veins are open
Like rivers in canals
And it feels so fucking good
I'm just letting go
So that you come down to look for me
And you also find yourself
I am a mirror of the depths
When I look at the wall I only see black clouds
On my bed rest golden years that I have not yet lived
The dreams you haven't stopped believing in
They are flowers in my hair
My poem is the embroidery of your divine skirt
And in my bag we only keep ashes
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11. |
Lillium
09:40
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The smell of those flowers scares me
Reminds me of your fake smiles
I am the hole
I can never be free
While my veins are cut
And these nights don't end
The deepest black of the stars
Does not touch the sun
The flowers cannot caress me
Your hands can't reach me
And if they could, are you sure you want to reach me?
I'm nothing
I don't even have anything to say
The world is devouring me
And I'm staying still
I don't mean much
I don't mean anything anyway
There are no paradises inside my head
I am the hole
Draw a hole in my head
Let the stars explode
And release the butterflies from my stomach
So they can rest where they mean something
So many things are ending
And I pray to heaven to be one of them
This love is killing me
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12. |
Shameless Conclusions
05:23
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It's the first time you do that
It's the first time you look me in the eyes
I want to take what is mine
Tell me which of all the people who hurt you I have to kill
I only think about what you do
You are so sweet you terrify me
You put your tongue on my saddest clouds
You gave me a purpose while we were getting drunk
Where is the way home?
Where your hands end
The most intense and heartless cold I have ever known begins
take me
Nobody will do it for you
Take me there's still a life ahead
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13. |
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I'm not afraid to feel
It scares me not to understand what I feel
Stay tied to what I don't know
and my boredoms
It look so good drying my words in an empty meadow
I think
There is a world out there
There is a world out there
But I don't want to see it this year
Butterflies conquer again the look of hopelessness
They carry with them pillows of dreams and death
They weave between their wings the clouds that form the only home I have ever known.
While the mountain feels the sweet heat of dawn
I think
There is a world out there
There is a world out there
It waits for me with open arms
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14. |
El Perro
06:26
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I'm obsessed with you, baby
give me any clue
I will give all my signs
Every sigh is an "I love you"
Each dance and song is a I can wait for you one more life
No matter how many times I repeat it
Not everyone I talk to
This thought is an echo
And it resonates in the chain of what I call love
I love you
Tell me you understand my love
even you can lie to me
You have every right to tear me apart
But please don't
second adolescence
thirteenth true love
It may be true this time
Tobacco-flavored self-deception
homemade porn movies
And I can't wait for your room to flood
I love you
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15. |
Crystal Wings
06:15
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Only words
Floating with us and getting lost in the haze of these days
Cowardly repeating sentences that I couldn't even say to you
My lips would like to move
And slip through your consciousness
Confess to you the longing for an unbreakable love
Out of reach of all my wild dreams
It's raining to purify my tears
Cracked wings flapping to the rhythm of your hugs
Play one last song and I'll sing it for you
Even if my voice breaks and finds you undressed in the sound
What is a heart without an owner?
A bloody chain clinging to our necks
Until it dampens my withered will
And a womb blooms between its borders
I want to say it
Before the doors close
After the forests mourn you and the winters drag me back home
Let me take a place for once in a lifetime
As I become what I fear
It's what I want
Hate, ash, born, die
Transcend, mutilate, wait, disappear
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Floral Doll San José, Costa Rica
Floral Doll es un proyecto de sonidos experimentales influenciados por el Post-Rock y la música Folk. Este proyecto es oriundo de San José, Costa Rica y está conformado únicamente por el multi-instrumentista Joel Granados desde 2021.
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